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Musings of a 50 year old Leo

 
All month I’ve been thinking about what to write for this newsletter. The last few years I’ve sat in my living room next to a window with my laptop and tapped out a stream of consciousness. In the next day or two, I look at it again and typically edit heavily. As is often the case, my family is my inspiration. From this seat I can hear the daily hum of my life...my three kids and Melissa, our friends who live downstairs, Jack and Zoe, and the assortment of wildlife that live on this property. I sometimes feel like a voyeur looking out my window watching my unsuspecting children as they play, argue and live their lives. I hear them talk about all sorts of things...Harry Potter, the Frog People (an amphibian cult that lives on our property) and sometimes me. I hear them wonder why I’m crabby or why I work so much or how they could pull off an elaborate trick on me without me getting suspicious. These glimpses are always enlightening if not always flattering.

I’m turning 50 and everyone seems to expect something meaningful and wise to come tumbling out of my mouth. Frankly, I don’t feel much different. I’ve learned a lot over the last 50 years...much of it the hard way. I try to keep a smidge of a wild streak, if for no other reason than to shock and annoy my children. I feel lucky to still love and enjoy my work. I don’t believe I’m close to being at the top of my game, so if you’re thinking this Leo might retire...don’t give it another thought. The Winds has enough projects to keep me busy for another 50 years.